Some times I talk before I think, some times I tell a 'joke' that is so bad I make my self cringe for days (and I often realize it while telling it, but I cannot stop in the middle of it either), luckily they often do not seem to 'get' my joke anyways because it was so bad - and care nothing about that. Or they just understand that it's my kind of humor, and they laugh of that instead (I often say my humor is so bad it's good).

I guess we all have it that way with something, for me it's when I say something ridiculous to someone, and then I stress over how stupid that was, but the other person never thinks about that particular situation at all. So weird how that fucks with my brain.

Stuff like that makes me curse loudly when I think of it for years to come.
I can for example sit in our car, minding my own business, the think of such a situation and say loudly 'you fucking idiot dumbass' to my self, then Marlyn asks what that was about and I have to explain. Lol