I don't like worldly love, well, love is worldly, but if I have a spiritual partner, I would like to see this in physical world.
Or at least that my love evokes the highest altruistic feelings and the highest contact with my intuition and feelings.
I mean, my first loves started like a charity project for making the world happier, I mean, I used to feel bad for people and in the process of helping them I fell in love with them, and this is the reason I got abused, and my love has changed since them, instead of sacrificing myself, now I think in terms of "ourselves" .
And this is the funny thing I just realized in this moment, for being unselfish I have to be selfish, because being selfish I can know my unselfish partner. And concluded in this way that being unselfish while forgetting yourself is another way of being selfish. But the third conclusion goes beyond all this, about a truly unselfishness. Because in the end you, the world and me are the same being, this is love.