beginning my day with a dead cat, the neighbors poisoned a cat that lived next to my house, it was almost part of the family, I named it and I feed it sometimes, it was pregnant, I touched the inert body, I was the first person to realize it was dead. I didn't feel anything, just after 10 minutes later that I begin to remember our moments together, and then realized that it was a product of my mind because the cat's are pretty simple, it's the ego product because you don't realize that ego is a fiction, demonstration, I was creating a new fiction of the cat as if the cat were human and dramatizing it as if its time were taken away when in reality the animals are timeless. The ego only feels pity for itself, the ego feels pity when someone deaths because identifies with the another ego. However, an animal is egoless, so the ego has first to distort the reality and create an ego for the animals. I'm happy that the animals are not that complex as human beings.