Notices by 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)

🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)'s status on Sunday, 22-Sep-2019 03:08:18 UTC 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠

My mind is androgynous, but concluded that all my energetic unbalances comes from my ideas. So I will try to fix some ideas for avoiding unbalance:
1. In a tribe the women has many husbands and they all believe that everyone is a child from the earth, and not the yours, you don't own nature. So in the end we are the same.
2. Multitasking vs mono-tasking: The scientists have demonstrated that mono-tasking is better for certain tasks. So everything has it's place.
3. Most murders and crimes are by men. So a murderer is less valuable than a normal person? We are all humans. The hate is only defeat with love, this is the eternal law. This implies that we have to love the murders, this is pretty challenging to accept in our beliefs system.
4. Beauty This is an historical unbalance maybe, Pink was the color of the prince, the heels was used only for males, and wigs were pretty popular, and you see the renascent male sculptures. Beauty is relative to each one person!

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🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)'s status on Saturday, 21-Sep-2019 05:51:57 UTC 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠

This week I died several times.

In conversation Saturday, 21-Sep-2019 05:51:57 UTC from lovesyou.zsh.li permalink
🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)'s status on Friday, 20-Sep-2019 13:57:40 UTC 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠

beginning my day with a dead cat, the neighbors poisoned a cat that lived next to my house, it was almost part of the family, I named it and I feed it sometimes, it was pregnant, I touched the inert body, I was the first person to realize it was dead. I didn't feel anything, just after 10 minutes later that I begin to remember our moments together, and then realized that it was a product of my mind because the cat's are pretty simple, it's the ego product because you don't realize that ego is a fiction, demonstration, I was creating a new fiction of the cat as if the cat were human and dramatizing it as if its time were taken away when in reality the animals are timeless. The ego only feels pity for itself, the ego feels pity when someone deaths because identifies with the another ego. However, an animal is egoless, so the ego has first to distort the reality and create an ego for the animals. I'm happy that the animals are not that complex as human beings.

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🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)'s status on Thursday, 19-Sep-2019 18:41:43 UTC 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠

I think that the most important things about me its that I want to transcendent the life and death. However Taurus is my main weakness, because when I'm suffering in the material side of things I become pretty Scorpian, which interferes with my love. Another example would be my hate for banks. At least in my worst moments or shallow moments I'm philosophic.
The second thing of me is that I'm interested in love beyond myself, let me tell you how I realized it. I was thinking that my boyfriend and ex are like children, and realized that my vision of men is that they are like children. When I transcend my egoism I realize that I always choose partners who needs me, they can be poor, ill, depressed, discriminated or something similar. And this love feeling is not limited to romantic love but its similar with ill people or the society.
Because my love is like this, I had a hard time in the past.
These things defines who really I'm but then you have to sum to them all my defects.

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🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Sep-2019 23:18:49 UTC 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠

I won't commit suicide, because the idea of suicide blocks my root chakra, I mean, if you lost the contact with the body, you also lost the contact with emotions and your mind and what remains? That it's why I will commit suicide several times, not in the physical sense, otherwise I won't learn about the transcendent meaning of what remains.

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🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)'s status on Tuesday, 17-Sep-2019 05:37:34 UTC 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠

I actually abused of my mind for many years which made me to lost my natural foundation, in result my mind works like if I drunk alcohol but I managed to maintain my balance learning about my connection to earth. When you are missing something important you learn to value it, I miss the worldly life but maybe for that reason I'm learning to appreciate the little details in life. Yet, what is normal for me it's illogical for most people, like why I will commit suicide in the future, this have a deep sense and meaning for me.

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🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)'s status on Monday, 16-Sep-2019 10:45:18 UTC 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠

According to astrology algorithms using an online calculator, I'm an Uranian person. I'm also Lunar but I'm extremely Uranian. Furthermore, I found that my ex and boy are also Uranian, Uranus is a planet about originality, "I'm not interested in ordinary humans" is a good quote! And so an alien would be just fine.

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🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)'s status on Sunday, 15-Sep-2019 04:40:23 UTC 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠
- mangeurdenuage
I have another perspective of life, for instance, my boyfriend is asexual, it means that is like a child, he doesn't understand sex at all. I used to believe that sex and children was important. Well, actually sex has more dimensions that the animal dimension. And I will commit suicide one day, I'm not afraid of not leaving something. As I said, you have more dimensions that the animal one.

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🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)'s status on Sunday, 15-Sep-2019 03:58:17 UTC 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠

Today I reached a new comprehension of the mind that is not in the psychiatry books. It has implications in drugs, medicine, psychology, meditation, religions, dreams, concentration, and schizophrenia and solves the mystery of my mind that I had for 5 years.
I would like human experimentation. Well, I will continue doing experiments with my mind for now.

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🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)'s status on Sunday, 15-Sep-2019 00:31:51 UTC 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠

I had the worst visual hallucination I ever had. I mean, the most realistic one. I saw moving something with my mental concentration. However I realized something, that if I'm able to distort my perception, my head ache is reduced because distorting my perception requires a lot of concentration actually! I need to find new ways to focus my mental energy.

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🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)'s status on Sunday, 15-Sep-2019 00:28:55 UTC 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠
- mangeurdenuage
Because I feel that in this way I will find a higher sense of the life, I will be able to see the unseen.

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🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)'s status on Thursday, 12-Sep-2019 02:35:45 UTC 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠

I think that I won't have children. I reflected about the sense of the life and concluded that without children I will be missing something really important. I decided that I will learn about the life through the death, not through the life. And yet I would love a lot to have children. This is a way of killing myself. Children is probably what changes the most a person, but I'm sure that I would be able to reach a new understanding of life despite that the world would say the opposite.
I'm not an earth person, if I'm forced to the routine and the sacrifice of the earth, I would lose contact with the water and that is like being death for me.

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🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)'s status on Wednesday, 11-Sep-2019 15:21:01 UTC 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠

In the end I associated with both my boyfriend and the ex, and realized that I discover my inner fire with mi ex, now I feel creepy. Well, that was what I was missing in the life. I just have to learn how to control my inner fire. You know, passion and motivation.

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🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)'s status on Wednesday, 11-Sep-2019 01:23:57 UTC 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠

the season of the year is changing, and therefore, my temperament too. And despite that my humor changes depending on the weather, I'm changing myself too.

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🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)'s status on Wednesday, 11-Sep-2019 00:17:14 UTC 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠

when I'm writing I have to be very human, I realized this, literature is an humanity and yet I want to write about the mysteries of the spirit and the Universe. This is a paradox .

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🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)'s status on Wednesday, 11-Sep-2019 00:05:40 UTC 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠

hey, here I can tell you what I really think , or at least it's what I want to think. I'm really grateful for having few followers because in this way is best to share what you really think. I identify myself with the Beauty from the Beauty and the Beast, Beauty felt that she didn't fit in the society, she was smart and intellectual, and I believe that the modern society is still similar, the difference is that now we deceive ourselves with brands, trends, money, and technology and even knowledge -Sometimes the knowledge is soulless-. What I truly think is that people is primitive. This has become into my main thought, thus I'm afraid that one day my love standard will be beyond of what is possibly human, one day I will marry an angel, I don't know, well, just joking. Anyway I'm still knowing my primitive self.

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🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)'s status on Tuesday, 10-Sep-2019 23:17:48 UTC 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠

thank you a lot for care about me!

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🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)'s status on Tuesday, 10-Sep-2019 05:02:46 UTC 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠

If I had an association with my boyfriend and ex, I would call it Capricorn, because the Capricorn is an unicorn, which aims to reach a higher reality, or its like the goat in the top of the mountain. Capricorn is an earth symbol that mixes the water and the earth. The feelings and dreams with reality.

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🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)'s status on Tuesday, 10-Sep-2019 04:30:43 UTC 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠

I have to include again my ex into my life. I'm frustrated that neither my boyfriend or my ex has a strong earth element. But that is not a problem, I will die and reborn indefinitely, I will became into a strong earth element. I mean, I will develop my earth side.

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🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠 (daya@lovesyou.zsh.li)'s status on Tuesday, 10-Sep-2019 04:05:38 UTC 🇲🇽 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕠

I'm sad, astrology showed me that my ex is extremely similar to me, same elements composition, sames houses, sames constellations, many planets exactly the same. And now is pretty good friend of my boyfriend. And my boyfriend says that he is similar to me (he isn't aware about astrology btw, I the only one that knows)

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